#ComingHome

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the world I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the world that I’m coming

I’m back where I belong,
Yeah I never felt so strong
(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)

If you ever lost a light before,
This ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, but its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask me why I ain’t marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Shit! But I ain’t finished growing
Another night the inevitable prolongs
Another day another dawn
Just tell Keisha and Taneisha I’ll be back in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

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2017: The year of the G.O.A.T

As my previous year 2016 was one hell of a flop and one of the worst years yet with all sorts of problems from dropping out of my school to getting scolded by all, getting embarassingly overweight that I couldn’t be fit in my shirts, depression and what not
And then 2017 started with me preparinh fory board exams and nailing it with a 78% percent grade without any tutions or boring school stuff. The exam went easily and some flirting started to take me on (as it’s normal in this age 😉).
Ithen continued my way ahead, looking forward to continue swimming professionally, I went to the pool which felt like I came home. But the people and the coaches, who knew me since I was 7 made it feel Like there’s no room for an obese and clumsy guy like me. They always taught me what to do to my body. It went only for two days and after I caught my energy fever, I called it a day to my this season’s swimming as I was embarassed by me being unfit.
I thought I had lost the last talent that was left in me, but then, I remembered “when there’s no door opened, use the windows”. I, therefore, focused on my guitar playing and sports and became a GUITAR GOD and continued being the best player in the park.
I then got myself into taking revenge to all those who made fun of my body and my lack of words for them. The anger drove me on that path, because It’s a fact that if you’re not angry, you can’t give your all. Then, in the mid April or may, I started following a great, consistent and fast-forward routine to my way ahead with my 2 hours in the gym CLENGING AND BANGIN’ and 3 Hours guitar practice. I began to take my interest into books when I read the shiva trilogy followed by harry potter and a biography which later turned into my bible- I am Zlatan Ibrahimovic.
I got into with a girl(I call her Kitty) who became special to me and I became special to her. We can’t describe what we are, we aren’t in a relationship, we’re in BOND that’ll never be broken.
At the very last month, I had my pinky finger broken in such a way that I gotta learn to live with it tangled or have a 6-7 recovery weeks surgery
This 2017, it was never about determination, Passion, motivation, aspirations or anything more philosophical. It was about pure and absolute REVENGE. Revenge to those who told me I wasn’t good enough, to those who saw me as an obese, to those who told me you’ll never move forward in anything but academics, to those who said you’re so mollycoddled, to those who said you should get your anger down.
I have anger driving me forward with BANE (both the word and the character)carrying my body towards power. I never went weak, I kept going on.

I came, I said, I conquered !!

Superstar of the year- AJ styles

Footballer of the year- Paulo Dybala

Best movie of the year- the dark knight triology

Best inspiration of the year: Bane and doctor Strange